i fall in love with each and every one of my characters and stories. i walk around seeing through a character's eyes, feeling through his, hers, or its biography. i mold my thoughts through the idiosyncrasies of my characters. i meet one or another that fits my unadulterated description of the character and i start exploring the real to construct the virtual. adulteration begins, fantasy and imagination do their magic, and i disappear. it is the only prayer and blessing that i know. it is escape.
it is time to cut the strings loose. it is time to let go of it all. it is time.
i like whores and adulterers.
i am falling. i am falling in love all over again. once more. it is not even for old time' sake.